My Personal Testimony

Thank you Lord;

for my Life

I give praise and honor to the Lord for being the head of my life.

I thank you Lord for being in my life, for watching over me and protecting me.

I thank you for lifting me up and restoring me.

I rededicate my life back to your direction.

In all ways I acknowledge you, for without you I am lost.

For your Love is truly a Amazing Grace. I dedicate this Website to you,

in helping all Women to learn to stand tall and be victorious.

I speak blessings to all who come to this page.

For the Lord is the shield of the righteous.

My Personal Testimony

When I married my Husband, I thought he was supposed to be the man of my dreams. Well dreams fade quickly. After being married to this man for two years I found a lot of secrets that he had keep buried deeply. But you can’t continue to do dirt and it not come to light. Well his day of the light shining on him came. And did it come brightly. This man was taking all of the money that I had made and was spending it quicker than I could make it. I had become his “Goose that laid the Golden Egg.” You may ask how I could not of known. Well I worked 16 hour days and when I came home I went straight to bed. So I never really check my Banking Statements. As long as there wasn't a notice about a unpaid bill. I found him in some awkward situation. I had to ask myself how I did not see these things.

Now I find myself pregnant with our first child. I felt trapped in a closet of lies and deceptions. Now what do I do to get out of this. I searched inside of myself and found no answer. Soon I found myself no longer with this man in my home. I had come home one day to find the living room and dining room furniture gone. Also being pregnant brought a lot of sickness my way. I found that I had Uterine Fibroids. It was so severe that the doctors wanted to terminate the pregnancy. But being a saved woman of God I told them no, if God wants to terminate this pregnancy God was going to have to do it himself. I went through so much struggling. Well my daughter was born safely.

Now being a faithful and saved woman of God I allowed my husband to come back in my life. It wasn’t even a year and things started up again. Now he finds out that I can no longer work as I had before. So the money is not there as he thought that it would be and now he has to be responsible to the family. Well you see now his “Goose that laid the Golden Egg” had run dry. Now he has to work and spend his money on the family. Here we go again, pregnant the second time. This man just can’t handle responsibility and missed his secret life style. When my second daughter was six months old I come home to find every single thing in the home missing. Living-room, dining-room, kitchen table, stove, refrigerator, deep freezer, all the dishes, cups, silverware, food, bed, pictures on the walls, curtains, mini blinds every single thing in the home except the children’s personal belongs. He even took my wedding ring, and my personal jewelry. Now I stand here in tears not knowing what to do. Now as I read the mail, and find that all of the bills were three months behind. Talk about breaking down in despair.

I went through a hard time getting back up on my feet. But you know that God is always right on time when you need a blessing coming your way. I found $6000.00 dollars, I was able to replace needed things in my home and pay some over due bills. But I know that without God I would of never made it.

So ladies it is vital that you know who you are involved with and more importantly who you are in the Lord

That is why I dedicate this website to God. And to fulfill my Minstry in helping women who have found themselves lost in the wilderness of despair.

"and in the wilderness where you saw how the LORD your God carried you, just as a man carries his son, in all the way which you have walked until you came to this place. "[Deuteronomy 1:31]

"The eternal God is thy refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms." [Deuteronomy 33:27]

"Even to your old age I will be the same, And even to your graying years I will bear you! I have done it, and I will carry you; And I will bear you and I will deliver you." [Isaiah 46:4]

"He bears us up in our weaknesses." [Romans 8]